Since my (slightly OTT??) post yesterday I thought about everything and in perspective I suppose I know that deep down whatever happens I'll be fine and that maybe I'm over hyping the ex in my mind because of all the times when we used to get on so well. I know that I, as well as any person, deserve to be treated well. With respect. Something the ex seems to have trouble doing recently.
So, I did wonder briefly whether I should send him another email tomorrow, if I haven't heard back from him and ask him something along the lines of whether he was planning on emailing me back and why he invited me somewhere if he wasn't intending to go?
I'm not too sure though. I did only tell him if I was back home and if he hadn't met someone new because I wouldn't find it easy to hear him going on about someone else. So now I wonder if he's met someone new and that's why he's chosen to ignore me.
Unless maybe he did just want to sleep with me again until he met someone new. Maybe when I told him in no uncertain terms that that wouldn't happen he thought he couldn't be bothered.
I don't know and it's likely I may never know I suppose. I just can't help wondering about it every now and again. I don't want it to be upsetting me either.
On a brighter note one of my closest mates gave birth yesterday and I'm really excited for her. Inbetween my idea of essay writing (which is actually nearly finished now, believe it or not!), playing with my dog and watching TV, I actually managed to hobble out and buy her a few bits for the baby. I ended up getting stressed when my pain got a bit much but was good to get out. 
Anyway, if you can give me any advice about what you think I should do it would be really appreciated! Thanks X
brokendownangel
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NO, NO, NO. do not email him to ask him if he was planning to email you back - if he is he will and if you keep emailing and contacting him he will start thinking you are stalking him - men are like that. If he doesn't email you today I would email him tomorrow and tell him you won't be going to the do with him because you refuse to lay down and be walked all over like a doormat and you dont appreciate being ignored.
Then howl, or cry or scream - do whatever you must, but leave him where he belongs - in your past and move on. You can't make him contact you or even make him want the things you want but you can change the way you are about him, and change it you must - it sounds like he is messing you around to me hun - sorry to be blunt, but it really does, and you know you are worth 10 of him, why are you letting him have this effect on you?